Freewrite (standard:poetry, 136 words)
Author: Mizukokoru	Added: Nov 17 2000	Views/Reads: 3556/0	Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)
a free write, read it, it's nifty

Time and time again, I fall to the floor, pushed down by my own
expectations.Raised up with false confidence.The darkness of life 
rushing in, And the light draining out 

I don't know me 

I keep myself wrapped tight, the layers of lies, made up like a doll. To
hide the child beneath. 

Look in the mirror, a slap in the face. Physical rejection yet again. 

The need for love, warmth. To melt the ice in my chest, that I deny is
there. Clogging my perception of 

the good, the true and the beautiful. 

spitting out words on paper, like blood from a wound, a morbid picture
of life, Intertwined in my senses. Cutting off the color vision, 
reducing the world to black and white. 

If only it were that simple to avoid the shades of gray. 


Tweet