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SOMEONE PLEASE HELP (standard:drama, 339 words) | |||
Author: raybute | Added: May 21 2001 | Views/Reads: 3483/1 | Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes) |
THIS POEM IS ABOUT A LONELY DEPRESSED PERSON WHO WANTS HELP BUT DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO ASK FOR IT. | |||
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP I SIT HERE ALONE ALWAYS CLOSED IN. BLINDS AND CURTAINS CLOSED TIGHT NOT AN OUNCE OF SUNLIGHT. WINDOWS CLOSED SHUT NO SOUND OF HAPPY VOICES, CHIRPPING BIRDS OR SMELL OF SPRING. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. ONLY DARK COLORS APPEASE ME, EVERYTHING MUST BE SOLID. I LIKE MY WALLS BROWN AND MY CEILINGS BLACK. I EVEN LIKE THE DARK STORMY CLOUDS THAT BURST INTO RAIN. IT'S MY MOOD EXACTLY. I JUST LIE HERE WANTING TO HELP MYSELF BUT I HAVE NO DESIRE, NO INCENTIVE TO DO ANYTHING. THE FORCE HAS TAKEN OVER. SOMEOME PLEASE HELP. THEY KNOCK AT MY DOOR, RING MY PHONE, I PRETEND I'M NOT HOME. I FEEL SO HEAVY I CAN'T MOVE, I'M SO CONFUSED. I HAVE NO APPETITE ONLY ONE FACIAL EXPRESSION. HOW DID IT GET THIS FAR? NO. HOW DID IT START? ALL MY LIFE I FELT LIKE A FAILURE. I WAS NEVER PRAISED, NEVER COMPLIMENTED. THEREFORE I ALWAYS THOUGHT I DID EVERYTHING WRONG. NO ONE TO TELL ME OF MY ABILITIES. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. NEVER CALLED ANYTHING BUT NAMES, BAD NAMES. NEVER ANYTHING GOOD. THOUGHT I COULD GO THROUGH LIFE AND TURN THE OTHER CHEEK. IT CAUGHT UP WITH ME AND I FEEL LIKE EXPLODING. I'M TO HEAVY TO GET UP. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. ALL I DO IS CRY. I FEEL SO SICK. I'M HELPLESS MENTALLY. I NEED HELP. THE FLASH BACKS OF MY LIFE ARE INTENSIFYING. THE MENTAL BEATINGS HAVE GIVEN ME A HEADACHE. A HEADACHE NO MEDICINE YET CAN CURE. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. I SEE THE COMMERCIALS, THEY SAY IT'S A DISEASE THAT COULD LAST A LIFE TIME. I'VE TRIED TO PICK UP THE PHONE BUT MY MIND IS SO WEAK IT WON'T ALLOW ME TO DO SO. HOW CAN I OVER COME THIS? OR CAN I? DO I BELIEVE THE COMMERCIALS OR TRY TO FORGET ABOUT ALL OF THIS? SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME. I CAN'T FEEL THIS WAY FOR A LIFE TIME. I BEG OF YOU ON MY HANDS AND KNEES. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE HELP ME!!! Tweet
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