Perhaps (standard:other, 304 words)
Author: Hope	Added: Oct 16 2006	Views/Reads: 3232/0	Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)
Waking up early after days, weeks of over sleeping with a positive outlook to life...

Perhaps it's the books I read, maybe its life with all its scary
possibilities; or it's just me waking up. There is a change... The last 
few days I have sensed a transformation starting within me. I can sleep 
again, that anxious feeling seems to have moved on... 

I realize now, if I am in command of my thoughts, I have power over the
world around me and everything seems to be in harmony.... I still feel 
the emotions, but the levels of intensity seem to have altered... 

The last few months, gave me a glimpse into a dark future, an unsure
present and that made me insecure. And that feeling became a part of 
everything in my life, my relationships, my work, and my all.... I was 
frightened of losing, I was afraid of uncertainty... 

The sun seems to be teasing me from behind the clouds, showing me his
striking smile within sight and pulling away as soon as I would try to 
touch the light. I remember when I was a child I used to believe the 
sun and I were playing hide and seek and I would try to catch the 
light. Now the sun is trying to awaken that same child in me, charming 
her to play again... 

A feeling of excitement seems to be stretching its arms after a long
cold winter of vagueness within me. My heart and my head have decided 
to take a break and now I will let the purest form within me take 
control of my world, my spirit... 

I have agreed to share control with the hands of fate... I have decided
to have a little more faith in the universe.... I am going to make a 
difference to myself and will love myself the way I believe I am to be 
loved... 


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