Uncertainty (standard:poetry, 144 words)
Author: Kworb	Added: Jan 21 2001	Views/Reads: 3531/7	Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)
The feeling of not being wanted...

Uncertain about my existence I think about nothing
And I see that my life really makes no sense
My thoughts, invisible to others, even invisible to me
But the feelings inside me are really immense
Troubled I can feel, but when I feel me, I feel nothing
I'm empty outside, because I can't release
Release that was is captured and hidden inside me
But it's like I'm suffering from a horrific disease
I am just here to witness and die
Nobody witnesses me, so why should I care
No one probably cares about me
I should end my life, but I really don't dare
I'm uncertain about my future, but no one sees
That I am lost in myself, and that I am afraid
Afraid that my body will never stop existing
And that I will be in hell, right here in the shade

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