Cries of the Heart (standard:other, 324 words)
Author: Ladyshdwwolf	Added: May 27 2004	Views/Reads: 3114/0	Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)
This is how I have been feeling since the beginning of the year.

In my life I have tried to abide by everyone else's expectations and not
stand up for myself. With this I have been hurt to the point where I 
just cry at night. I can sit and cry for hours from all the pain that 
has been built up inside. Not only do I cry, but I cry to where I am 
almost sick. I feel like I am the only one in the world who could even 
understand. No matter how much I try to tell people how I feel it 
doesn't seem to matter. 

The world seems to be falling apart right in front of my eyes. The world
spins uncontrollably without a desire of it ever stopping. I watch the 
world as it spins by hoping that there is chance that someday that the 
pain will just fade away. I want the pain to be removed from body and 
float right in front of my eyes so that I can see it explode in the 
air. 

There are times right before bed I cry myself to sleep. I try to not let
anyone see me for they will only feel sorry for me. Sometimes when I 
cry, I feel that God is crying with me for the broken heart that I 
have. The tears that drop are for every heartache that I have. As the 
tears fall from my face the rain begins to fall from the sky. The 
lightning is the heartache and the thunder is the cries that are heard 
from the skies. 

No matter how hard I try to push the pain away, it will always remain.
No one will be able to pull it from my body. No one will ever know how 
I feel. No will ever know how much my heart breaks. No one will ever 
stop the tears from falling. And no one will be able to stop the pain 
from coming once again. 


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