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Highs, Lows And The Rest (standard:poetry, 265 words) | |||
Author: Red XIII | Added: Apr 30 2004 | Views/Reads: 3102/0 | Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes) |
The feeling of hopelessness... It can kill. Feedback greatly appreciated! | |||
When you've been alone for a while, You seem to get acustomed to the style, Then one night an old friend says hello, Afterwards you realised that you feel so low. . I don't quite understand these lows and highs, Only that following a high I want to cry As the low feeling bites away at my heart, I need to be out of this circle and get a fresh start. . I get scared of trying to have some fun, Because I know once it's over I'll be under a ton, The weight not giving me room to breathe, It won't shift at all at my heaviest heave. . But I'll keep marching on and on, Lonely but pretending nothing's wrong, One day it'll be too much to bear, But no one will notice when I'm no longer there. . No one knows and why should they care, No one notices, they don't know I'm there, Through all the sadness and all the tears, No one here understands my fears. . Will this guilt, depression and pain, Lift off my shoulders, let me laugh again? Will I ever be able to smile once more, Or will life continue as before? . Will there ever be a day When all these feelings will fade away? One day it's all gonna be too much, I don't want to think of the result too much. . I hate this life and I hate this body, Everything around me seems so damn shoddy, I'm angry and upset and I see no end, I haven't anything left to defend. Tweet
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