I'm never going to see you again, Am I? (standard:poetry, 267 words)
Author: Nathan Scot Taylor	Added: Apr 03 2001	Views/Reads: 4180/0	Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)
What I never got to tell her.

I'm never going to see you again, Am I? 

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I'm never going to see you again. 

It's the truth, 

Intellectually I know that. 

So why do I keep looking for you? 

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I don't guess I was ever anything special to you. 

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I didn't get the chance to be anything more then what I was. 

Just a friend. 

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When I walked away, I was trying to let you go. 

I didn't think I could handle watching you walk away from me. 

. 

So I left. 

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Now I don't know anything to I wouldn't pay- 

just to spend another day with you. 

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God, I miss you so much. 

And I keep looking for you, 

And I never find you. 

And I don't know how to quit looking. 

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I owe you so much 

I want to give you so much 

. 

And I'm not going to be able to. 

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And I wonder if I'm not asking and expecting to much from you. 

If I haven't built you into something that you never were. 

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If the reality was really equal to the hype. 

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I think it was. 

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I wish I could've known what might have been. 

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I guess, sometime soon, I'm going to have to let go of that dream. 

But I need to thank you first, 

I need to thank you for reminding me that dreams existed. 

Because whatever form my dreams in the future may take, 

The hope of you and me being something, will always be the first. 

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Thank you for being my first dream.


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