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Mummy's boy (standard:horror, 1917 words) | |||
Author: Lev821 | Added: Jul 05 2007 | Views/Reads: 3584/2209 | Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes) |
What happens when a son loves his mother a little too much? | |||
The knife dripped its last drop of blood onto the carpet, and Paul Campbell stood in a state of confusion and panic. His mother lay motionless on her bed, blood glistening from the daylight from the windows. That was it, he thought. In a brief moment of madness, or was it sanity? he had stabbed his mother 46 times in her chest and neck. Blood had soaked the whole double-bed and was currently saturating the mattress. It also stained the carpet in crimson wet patches which glistened, even though they were in shadow. He dropped the blade and took a few steps back. He was breathing heavily. Despite her being 58 years of age, and small and frail, the act of murder was exhausting. He was surprised that he didn't feel regret, but he was sure he would. He had loved his dear old mother, without doubt the bedrock of his life. Without her, he was sure his world would collapse. Paul was 36 years of age, worked in a bank, and had never left home, had never married, and thwarted the attentions of women who had tried to make him fly the nest, but in his own perspective, they were trying to sever the bond he had with his mother, and that was simply not going to happen, so intentionally single he had stayed, mothered by a devoted parent to their only child. His father had died of smoke inhalation three years after he was born in a fire where he had worked in a clothing manufacturers. So the bond between mother and son had never truly passed the childhood stage. She cooked for him, cleaned for him, bought his clothes, told him when it was bedtime. Basically, she had mothered him to such a state where he did not wish for outside influence. He did not want friends, not when he had his mother. He didn't want to be subjected to their bad influences, their desires, their persuasions. He had to block it out in the workplace. All of his wages went to his mother so she could look after them both, and the house. He found he didn't need money. He hardly went out to spend it. Occasionally he ventured with her to the supermarket to help with the shopping, but basically his world consisted of his workplace, which was mostly a humid office, the supermarket, and the house. He did not wish for anything else. His mother was his world, but now there she was, on her death bed. Now what am I going to do? he thought. The very act of causing harm to her usually abhorred him. He would never dream of hurting her. It had only happened once before when he had kindly offered to do the dishes. He had been washing a saucer when she had come into the kitchen and discovered that the milk had gone. She had accused him of drinking it, which he had, but her nagging had caused him to throw the saucer at her. It had missed, but he had immediately felt remorse and sorrow. Later, he had wondered what had caused that to happen, and remembered that earlier on that day, in his office, he had overheard one of his colleagues on a telephone engaging in a social call. The colleague had recently taken up exercise and had been discussing health foods. Of the snatches of one sided conversation he had heard, one of them had been: “....and drink plenty of milk”. This, he had guessed had probably caused a subconscious influence on him, which therefore had led to the milk bottle being empty. It was one major factor in why he did not like to mingle with other people, as they were dangerous. Tears for his mother would come. They would come like the base of a waterfall, but the shock of what he had done, and the surprise he felt in the realisation that he was capable of murder, would take a while to be replaced by emotion. Again, he remembered a snatch of a conversation he had overheard on the way back to the house from his work. Two women had been chatting on the pavement, one holding the hand of a bored looking boy of around eight years old. As Paul had passed by, he had heard: “....he stayed up till ten o'clock last night, didn't you?”. He wondered if this was another factor in the influence the outside world had over him. His mother had never let him stay up past eleven o'clock. It was a discipline he appreciated. He knew he was susceptible to influences, but his mother kept him in check, kept him balanced. Without her, he didn't know what would become of him, how he would cope. At work, he was not the most popular employee. In fact, nobody liked him. He was the office loner, talking to colleagues always on a professional level. He liked it that way. If somebody tried to speak to him about anything other than work, then he would become tetchy and irritable, so nobody bothered. New employees soon learned his mannerism. Yet, bad influences had infiltrated his mind again, and resulted in his mother lying on the bed, staring up at nothing. Not my fault, he thought. I'm not responsible. Yet, his conscience wouldn't let him think that way. Wouldn't ease the burden he'd brought upon himself. Yes, it was my fault. If I hadn't been manipulated, maybe mum would still be here. Upon hearing the mother of the child mention that the boy had stayed up late, he decided he could do the same himself. He was simply watching television. It was a wildlife documentary about Click here to read the rest of this story (77 more lines)
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