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Nobody Knows (standard:mystery, 1874 words) | |||
Author: T-Dog | Added: Mar 04 2003 | Views/Reads: 3443/2361 | Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes) |
It's a story about the soul. | |||
Click here to read the first 75 lines of the story She cautiously sits on the side of the bed unsure of what she might find and begins to think that perhaps the demons in her mind are real. Perhaps she has crossed that thin-line – is she in the middle of something? – is she having a breakdown? - and tears fall slowly down her face as she sits with this thought or perhaps reality. She re-accounts the events of the recent past as there have been a few inexplicable experiences that have happened in such a short period of time. She finds herself faced with issues she never thought she would be required to explore within her mind, within her soul and within her heart. Desperately, she has been seeking to make sense of it all, as she knows this has come to her for a reason. But, she has no more strength or energy left – she's tired, she's hungry, she's angry, and she's lonely – it's late. She continues to battle herself in her head and continues to be upset with herself, while sitting on the edge of the bed. She says to herself; “Stop being so irrational, so emotional, stop being this way, stop thinking so much, stop feeling so much, just stop with all the fairytale dreams, just stop and will all the wants and desires away, just stop with this constant spinning in your head, just stop it, NOW! She exclaims in herself - Get-up off this bed and go see, then you'll know one way or the other so then maybe tonight you will get some needed rest – go make this a reality and end this charade- use the brain that has been given to you.” Then at once, she begins to head towards her bedroom door approaching the narrow hallway ahead of her. She slowly steps through the doorway to peer down the hall only to find a picture lying in the middle of the floor. She's thinking to herself that she's not loosing her mind and she's clear as to why she has been abruptly awakened and begins to feel that there is a connection to this picture and her dream. The sound of the forceful crash she heard came at the exact moment of truth to be told in her dream and now it's laying on her floor in reality, or so her thoughts and feelings have taken her here without warning and she recognizes this. She scans the hallway walls with a quick glance and sees that all the other pictures are just as she remembered them. She's finding it hard to go towards that picture lying on the floor as if it holds some secret message or understanding, yet she can't dismiss it. She begins to walk slowly towards the picture on the floor and kneels down to see if the glass is broken. Her head hangs low and her long brown hair covers her eyes while she stares downward. She takes a deep breath while she moves her hand over her forehead pushing back her hair to see that the glass is still in one piece. She's relieved. The next part made her paralyzed for a moment, before she was to learn what was coming next. She wants to turn over the glass to see what Japanese kanji character lay face down on the hallway floor. She is scared and hesitant to look but knows she's going to see. She turns it over to find the artworks meaning to represent that of – “Happiness.” Her body becomes lifeless feeling defeated, shedding tears while holding “Happiness” in her hands. She just sits in her hallway with the darkness of night and the quiet that it brings. She doesn't know what to think or feel but just cries for a brief moment and then finds a smile that somehow makes it easier to take. She slowly raises her eyes upward to see that part of the picture still remains hung on the wall. She sleeps no more that evening and lay quietly in the dark. She speaks out to the darkness around her in the hopes that it will speak back to her. She says – “Was it happiness that you were afraid of sweetness – was that it? Or was that me?” A few days later she fixes her picture with much care and states “Half of happiness once lay on the floor and the other part still sits on the wall – they are now back together again – but for how long?” She purposefully hangs “Happiness” back on the wall that afternoon and goes on with her day. Nightfall comes upon her once again and her good friend stays the night to allow her some solace and a peaceful-nights sleep as he knows she's been troubled as of late. She finds the nightmares to have left her mind tonight and feels comfort with the presence of her friend and his pup who discretely keep her company. She wakes before dawn this morning lying there alone and warm as she has done countless times. She is not up to par due to a restless sleep but glad that some rest was granted to her that past evening. She begins to fall in and out of consciousness and dreams random things as the early morning light begins to break through the dark purple velvet drapes that hang in her window. Her mind wonders to him again but this time it's a beautiful, simple vision like so many others she's had before. She allows those pleasant feelings and visions to linger as she slowly wakes-up to begin her day. When her friend comes in the room much later that morning to see if she's alright, he mentions to her that he found – “Happiness” - lying on the floor when he woke up this morning on his way to the washroom. She laid there and laughs but as he turns to leave, her eyes suddenly begin to fill with tears and she becomes saddened and feeling empty again by this occurrence, she looks blankly at the ceiling. Since then, several days have past and she is ready to repair the picture of “Happiness” yet once again. She takes extra care this time to ensure the security of the picture so it doesn't break into two pieces anymore. It doesn't look as perfect as it once did but she's not concerned with that, as she gently places “Happiness” back on the wall. She's come to this soulfulness... “- Nobody knows, Nobody sees, Nobody knows but me.” ...And the lovely ladies sing. A Short Story - Nobody knows - T-LS/22003 Tweet
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