Accidental Secret (standard:drama, 1542 words)
Author: Anonymous	Added: Jul 09 2005	Views/Reads: 3504/2213	Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes)
A storey about how hurtfull secrets can be to the teller and the listener.

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the street past my friends house as they are leaving that look at me 
and turn away they don't even wave. There's an ice cream truck driving 
by but even that reminds me of them, everything reminds me of them, the 
trees, the flowers everything im constantly reminded of something I 
cant have. Its like a sharp constant pain in my heart. My first class 
is science, my “ex” friends push past me as take there seats, I walk in 
and watch them as they move my desk into the corner so I sit in the 
corner, in the dark away from civilization, away from my friends and 
away from my life. The teacher walks in and gives us our groups I have 
been dreading this moment as he reads out the names I hear my name and 
the name of the other person, who the roomer was about. She stood up in 
front of the class and yelled im not going to go with that cunt. I run 
out crying I remember my “ex” friends calling names at me as I run 
away, I run way from my problems, my school and my life. I finally run 
home I close the gate behind me and walk into the kitchen. I want to go 
to the movies, I want to be able to sit with them again I want them to 
forgive me I want my friends back. I know I have betrayed there trust 
and my promises mean nothing to them anymore. I want them to understand 
how sorry I am about what I did, I want them to understand that I 
didn't mean to do it IM SORRY!!! I just want them to understand. A life 
with out friends is a life not worth living. I remember taking a knife 
from the kitchen counter and I walk up the stairs past where I tripped 
over, past my bedroom where my friends had screamed and yelled at me 
past the study into the bathroom. As I lie in the bathtub, as I cut my 
wrists I want my friends to forgive me I want my friends back, im 
starting to bleed, im bleeding all over the bath the red blood staining 
the bath like my life running into nothing. As I start to go cold as I 
start to loose consciences I remember when me and my friends first met, 
it was the first day of school and no one knew each other and we 
started discussing a pop idol we liked we instantly hit it of, and it 
evolved from there. Everything is starting to fade to black the room, 
the bath, everything is fading my mother runs in and screams, she holds 
my hand, I can barley say I love you, she says I love you two as she is 
crying. Im feeling light, I cant feel my legs or my arms, I love you, 
im sorry for this but I always will. As I start to leave, my life 
going, I scream IM SORRY 


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