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Brother Bernard's Requiem (standard:fantasy, 8110 words) | |||
Author: Gavin J. Carr | Added: Mar 26 2005 | Views/Reads: 3386/2231 | Story vote: 0.00 (0 votes) |
1535 - King Henry VIII will shortly begin the dissolution of the monasteries. A monk travels to Istanbul on a mission of hope, to find a relic and stop the destruction. | |||
Click here to read the first 75 lines of the story Mehmet reached through, ringing a bell housed within a small alcove and summoning the innkeeper. *** The room was spartan. On the floor was a straw mattress, chair and a table with a clay oil lamp. The innkeeper lit the lamp and approached Bernard with an outstretched hand. He paid the man and he left, slamming the door behind him. He opened the side pouch of his pannier and removed a linen bag. Inside was a role of parchment, quill pen and an earthenware bottle of precious ink. He placed the items on the table and after a moment began to write. 5th April, Anno Domini 1535. My Dearest Brother Matthew, At last I have reached Istanbul. It staggers me to think that this was once a Christian city - glorious Constantinople, where the Word spread over the lands of the east, uniting the people under one God. Now I fear the ruler of this land, Suleyman the Magnificent, has a similar goal in mind. His armies have already taken Rhodes and Belgrade, and it was only by the grace of God that he did not capture Vienna. He sees himself as the Slave of Allah, sent to conquer the world in the name of Islam. The frightening thing is, he may succeed. Yet, if Suleyman is fearsome to his enemies, then he is magnanimous to his subjects. He has brought stability, establishing laws and undertaking great building works. His people prosper and his court has become a gathering place artists and philosophers. Nor does he treat his non-Muslim subjects harshly. Many of his top advisors are Christian and he forbids the suppression or molestation of other religions within his lands, provided, of course, that they acknowledge his rule. There is many a Christian monarch who could learn from his example. Tomorrow I will seek out Byzas the merchant. I must confess to you, my Brother, that I have been assailed by doubts as to the wisdom of this course of action. It sometimes seems to me that I have been sent by the shade of an idea in search of a shadow. If what we have heard is correct, then what can truly save us? A relic? The finger bone of a saint, or a sliver of the true cross? Will this ward off King Henry's men when they come to pull down the walls around us? Forgive me, my Brother, but I think not. I know that you would scold me for such thoughts, I can almost see you shaking your head, old-friend. But of all our Benedictine Brothers I have always been the most paltry in spirit, the most in need of your prayers. No, I have seen much of the world and know first hand of man's cruelty. When Lords and Kings act it is the common people who suffer, and no earthly force can prevent it. We live in evil times; indeed, as I grow older I begin to give credence to Brother Simon's belief that we are entering the final days. Soon the Beast will rise and the people's suffering will be ten-fold. We must remember our duties and help those less fortunate; all the time keeping in mind that evil's kingdom is both temporal and temporary, soon to be swept aside by the coming of the Lord and our deliverance. My Brother, do you see how my thoughts have turned during this journey? I am no longer the carefree Bernard you once knew. I left that man behind at the Abbey of Monte Cassino, when I heard the gossip of the Monks; of what King Henry has planned for the monasteries. I sincerely hope you received the letter I wrote then. I fear time is running out for us, by the time this letter reaches you the monastery may already be gone, sold-off to fatten the King's already burgeoning coffers. But alas, there is nothing I can do. It is in the hands of God. Let us pray that our Holy Father and King Henry can come to an agreement even at this, the final hour. In the meantime I pursue my quest. Though all the world may crumble around me I will do the Abbot's bidding. I will find Byzas and purchase a relic. I will endeavour to bring it back to you, and, by the grace of God, it will offer the protection and sustenance our Brothers so badly need. Remember me in your prayers my friend. Your Brother, Bernard Devereux. He put down the pen and rubbed his weary eyes. He wished it were all over, that he had already found Byzas and was on his way home. A wave of grief and longing momentarily washed over him. Although he had only just arrived, he was acutely aware of the strangeness of where he was; the all-encompassing foreignness of Istanbul. It was more than just the heat that lingered into the night. It was more than the sound of the Mosque calling the faithful to prayer. It was everything: the strange buildings and trees; the dark-skinned people who watched him out the corners of their eyes; the sharp, dry smell of spice; the way dust gathered in the corners of the curb; even the dogs that he saw in the street were unfamiliar and scabrous creatures. A million tiny fragments of foreignness that would mean nothing on their own, but combined to form a mosaic of idiosyncrasy. He was suddenly sure that he would never see home again. He felt it absolutely; he would never return to England. Bernard got up and tottered to the mattress, throwing himself down. He began to cry. He felt pathetic; a pathetic old-man assailed by his fears. Gradually, the tears subsided and were replaced by prayers. By the time sleep came, he felt lulled; once again calm. *** “Today I will take you to the Bazaar,” said Mehmet chewing a piece of bread. “The merchants are sure to know this man you seek. This Byzas.” “I hope so,” said Bernard. “The Abbot was vague. I was told only that he was in Istanbul and well-known in certain circles. Being a merchant, surely he will be known to others of his class.” “It is possible, especially if you have coin. Here, in Istanbul, coin can buy anything, even information.” They bid the innkeeper goodbye and set off into the streets. The city was alive with the bustle of people going about their business. Bernard had never seen so many humans crammed into such a confined space. Indeed, the narrowness of the street and the press of commuters forced him to alight from the donkey and continue on foot. Istanbul was a cornucopia of humanity; a celebration of all its wondrous variety. On a single street Bernard saw Arabs, Ottomans, pitch-skinned Africans, a pale and emaciated European led in chains, even a sallow, narrow-eyed man who Mehmet informed him was from far-off Cathay. “He is here to deal in silk, Father,” said Mehmet. “There is much money in silk.” “But why does he look so? His eyes are strangely narrow, and he is such a small fellow. I've never seen anyone like him.” Mehmet shrugged. “Allah loves variety, who can fathom his ways?” They made slow progress through the streets, eventually reaching the thoroughfare that led to the Bazaar. It seemed that Mehmet had been right: here, you really could buy anything. There were utensils stacked precariously under the shade of a linen awning, lumps of fragrant incense shaped into cones and pyramids, jewellery – a hoard fit for a king – displayed on rugs, swords, livestock, and slaves. Bernard could not help avoiding the poor wretches' eyes as he approached. He was shocked to discover a child, no older than five, tied to a dealer's stall by a coarse rope. “Enemies of the Great Suleyman,” said Mehmet as they passed. “Captured in battle and to be sold as slaves.” How could children be enemies of Suleyman? thought Bernard. They were innocent; pawns in the game which great men played. He bit his lip and reminded himself he was in a strange land. Customs were different here and it would not do to criticise Suleyman in his own kingdom. But still, he felt a shiver of disgust and dread pass through him. The child, arms wrapped around itself as though seeking warmth in the barmy heat, dredged up bitter memories for Bernard. Poor child, he thought. How he wished he had the fortitude of Christ in the Temple. The courage to overturn the dealer's table, scattering the man's coins. A broad and well-paved road ran up the centre of the thoroughfare. Horses, donkeys and people pulled goods along in covered carts. The pavements were packed with customers loitering at the stalls, set out under the shade of palm trees. They walked onwards making slow progress. They passed a group of old men seated on cushions. Each of them puffed on hookahs and stared at the thronging crowd through a hashish haze. There was the blue-bottle buzz of a piper. A legless beggar danced merrily on his hands, calling for alms. Mehmet led them to the top of the street towards an archway. There, framed by the dark maw of the arch, stood a round and sweating Ottoman. He was clad in silk and carried an ivory gavel as though it were a sceptre. "Here is the Viser, Father. The overseer of the Bazaar. If this Byzas is here, he will know." The man did not look at them as they approached. He stared haughtily at the market place, surveying the business as though he were sole ruler of this land. Mehmet cleared his throat and spoke to the man. The language was unintelligible to Bernard, but he recognised the name "Byzas" as it was uttered. The Viser looked down his bulbous nose at Mehmet, and then deigned to glance at Bernard. He paused, and seemed to appraise them, as though a life time of trade had blessed him with the gift to weigh men's souls. "Byzas does not work at the Bazaar," said the Viser in Greek. "His is a special business, not for the common herd, eh?" "But do you know where to find him?" asked Bernard. "I must meet him." The Viser smiled and tucked the gavel under his arm. "Such information may be had. I can tell you who can take you to him." He rubbed his fingers together in the universal sign for money. "One gold piece?" Bernard reached for his purse. It always came back to money, he thought, handing a coin to the Viser. The man looked both surprised and disgusted as he tucked it away. "Go to Hagia Sophia. The Great Church, here in Istanbul. There, on the steps you will see a boy. Byzas' son – Hasad. He will show you the way.” He looked Bernard up and down and added, “If he thinks he can do business with the likes of you.” They nodded and went on their way. Bernard felt irritated at the man's superior air, the way he had looked at him with disdain. Mehmet smiled. “He is a proud man, Father. Do not take it personally. He would have had more respect for you if you had bartered. To give him what he asked without barter is an insult.” He laughed. “How I wish I could afford to insult people so!” *** Hagia Sophia - the Church of the Holy Wisdom - dominated the city's skyline. Once the pride of the Eastern Church, the rise of Islam and the conquering sword of the Ottoman had stolen that pride. The mosaics and holy iconography which had long awed pilgrims and priests alike had been judged an affront in the eyes of Allah. But rather than destroy the cathedral, the Ottoman Sultans had ordered its conversion. Hagia Sophia now wore the name of Mosque, just as it now wore a layer of plaster, obscuring the face of Christ. Four towering minarets had been built to flank the domes and buttresses of the original building, and, like Paiges to a king, proclaim the glory of their sovereign ruler - Allah the Great and Merciful. Bernard could not help but be moved by the grandeur of the building. His mind rebelled under the scale of the edifice; he could barely comprehend the effort it must have taken to erect such a monument. For that is what Hagia Sophia was: a monument; a concrete homage to God's greatness, Emperor's vanity, and man's determination. It was Dhuhr when they came to the Mosque – the hour of prayer. The minarets proclaimed and the faithful came. Bernard and Mehmet kept their distance as the worshippers ascended the marble steps. “I do not see the boy,” said Mehmet, standing on his tip-toes to see over the crowd. “Perhaps he goes inside to pray?” “Perhaps,” said Bernard. “We will wait here until it is over.” Gradually, the crowd thinned as one by one they went inside. After a few minutes the stairs were bare, save for a few stragglers who hurried from the street into the Mosque. “There Father, a boy, sitting on the steps.” Bernard saw him. A small, skinny figure, dozing in the shade of the Mosque's dome. He looked to be around twelve or thirteen. “Come, Mehmet. We must speak with him.” They approached. The sound from the donkey's hoofs roused the boy. He sat up on his elbows and looked in their direction. Bernard looked at the boy and felt the world lurch. One moment, the comforting solidity of the paving beneath his feet, the next, a yielding sponginess like walking on moss. He stumbled, and realized it was not the ground that was at fault but his legs. The guide ran to his side and hooked an arm around his waist, supporting him. "Are you sick, Father? You are pale like a ghost." "A ghost," echoed Bernard. "Yes, a ghost." Mehmet helped him to the foot of the stairs and sat him down, loosening his robe. "It is the heat perhaps." He began fanning the monk with the hem of his shirt. From where he sat, Bernard could see that the boy had arisen and was regarding them with interest. James, he thought. It is James. My boy, come back to me in the very flesh! The resemblance was remarkable. The boy had the same dark hair and brown eyes. The same oval face and dimpled chin. Even the way he moved was James; the leisurely, half slouching gait, as though his body were devoid of sinew or bone. But, as the first vestiges of shock began to ware away, Bernard could see the differences. The boy's complexion was dark, while James's had been pale. Also, the boy was scrawnier; an inner-core of hardness manifested itself on the planes of his face. It was a hardness which had been missing from Bernard's long dead son. It was as though the boy had been forced to grow-up fast, he thought. As if some external influence or pressure had toughened him on the inside. "Are you well, Father?" said Mehmet. "Istanbul is a bad place to be struck by a fever. Especially for a foreigner." "I feel better now, Mehmet. Thank you, my friend, you were right, it is the heat." Mehmet looked relieved. "The boy," he said. "He comes this way." Bernard placed a hand on the guide's shoulder and struggled to his feet. The boy was nervous; he glanced around him as he descended the steps, as though expecting to be accosted at any moment. “God be with you,” said the boy. Bernard was taken aback, not just by the boy's mastery of Greek, but by the salutation. “Are you Christian?” asked Bernard. “Yes. My family are all Christians, descended from the original dwellers of this city.” “And I am addressing Hasad, son of Byzas?” The boy looked around again to see if they were being overheard. “Yes, my apologies if I seem cautious, but my father's business is a secret. Istanbul is a most liberal city, but there are many who are zealous in their faith. Many who would delight in seeing a Christian merchant driven out. Especially one who deals in the goods my father sells.” Bernard nodded. “Then you know why I seek your father?” “Oh, yes. But you should know that his services do not come cheap. These are valuable items. Forgive me for asking, but can you afford such goods?” “Do not worry, my young friend. Take me to your father and I promise he shall not be disappointed.” The boy took one last look at Bernard and came to a decision. “Very well. I will take you to my father's house. But you must come alone.” He turned to Mehmet. “I mean no offence. I have strict instructions.” Mehmet looked uncomfortable. “I do not think this is a good idea, Father. It is a dangerous city to be alone.” The boy cut in - “He will not be alone, my friend. I will escort him and my father shall take him back. Is there an inn or a house you are staying at?” Mehmet told him of the inn where Bernard had spent the night. “I know of it. We will return your charge to the inn before night fall. You can meet him there.” “You see, my friend,” said Bernard. “You worry too much. I am in good hands with Hasad and we shall meet again before the end of the day.” He took four gold pieces from his purse and gave them to the guide. “Meet me back at the inn and you shall have four more.” Mehmet, looking doubtful, dropped the coins into his purse. It was more money than he could make in a month by farming. Hasad took the donkey's reigns. “We go now, before the Mosque empties.” “Goodbye Mehmet. I will see you at the inn.” They moved off, over the square and into the street. Bernard turned around and saw Mehmet walking away in the direction they had come. It would be the last time he saw the guide. *** Trade brings wealth, and of all the cities of the world, Istanbul was the best situated for trade. Suspended on the narrow land-bridge between Europe and the East, it was the meeting point for desert caravans and Western mule-trains. But the city was also flanked by the sea; the Black Sea to the East, the Sea of Marmara and the Mediterranean to the West. Byzas' home was in the prosperous part of the city looking out over the ever changing Marmara. The wealth of the traders was made manifest by the splendour of their homes and Byzas' was no exception. His house was made from richly veined marble. The windows and doors were ornately carved from mahogany and looked out over a well manicured garden. A paved pathway, shaded by date palms, led them past a fountain where Bernard could see the steely flash of fish darting from his shadow. “Paradise,” said Bernard. “Truly wondrous.” The boy nodded disinterestedly. He pulled the reigns of the donkey towards a honeysuckle covered outbuilding where a servant worked a currycomb over a stallion. “Adem,” the boy called. “I have brought a customer to see my father. See to the animal while we go inside.” Bernard loosened the panniers and slung them over his shoulder, his back groaning in protest at the weight. “Come, I will lead the way.” It was blissfully cool inside. Bernard was grateful for the respite from the mounting heat of the day. “I can have someone carry your load if you wish?” said Hasad, motioning to a nearby servant. “No. Thank you, but I prefer to carry it myself.” “Very well.” Bernard followed the boy through the anti-room and into a dimly lit chamber. A workman, engaged in the intricate job of setting a mosaic, bowed to Bernard as he passed, all but ignoring Hasad. Strange, thought Bernard. The servants he had seen looked clean and well-dressed. But Hasad, their Master's son, was clad in grubby robes, his hair greasy and dust chocked. Indeed, it seemed that the workman – employed from the city and unfamiliar with the household – had not even recognized Hasad as the air to this fine estate. Surely Byzas would not treat his son so? On reflection, it struck him strange that Hasad had been left alone on the steps of the Mosque to await customers. Byzas must have someone else who could perform such a task – one of the servants perhaps? They continued down a hallway, finally coming to an iron-studded door which would not have looked out of place in a castle keep. Hasad straightened his robe fastidiously and knocked. "Come," echoed a voice from behind the door. The room was large, but cramped with a deluge of parchments and dusty furniture. The window shutters were closed and barred and the only illumination was from a stuttering tallow lamp. By this light Bernard could see stacked coins and the shadowy figure of a man counting his money. “Twenty-eight, twenty-nine, thirty,” he held up a finger, “I'll be with you in a moment. Thirty-one, thirty-two, thirty-three...” “Father I have a customer,” said Hasad. The man – Byzas, Bernard now realized – shot to his feet, sending the coins flying. “Damn you! Did I not say one moment? Now I have lost count!” He raised his eyes and with outstretched hands implored heaven in a most theatrical fashion. “What have I done, Oh Lord? What have I done to deserve an oaf for a son? Haven't I always served you? Why do you curse me so?” He took a step towards Hasad and the boy cringed. Bernard was sure Byzas would pounce, but he seemed to control himself, pointing a stabbing finger at his son. “Fetch us wine. You can manage that, can't you? Tell me you are good for something!” “Yes father.” “Then go! Oaf!” The boy left the room, almost running. Bernard felt stunned. The merchant had gone from placid to raging in an instant; as unpredictable and violent as a winter storm. “Please accept my apologies,” said Byzas. “The young are so irresponsible.” He stepped forward and extended his hand, and for the first time Bernard had a clear view of the merchant. He was squat and powerful, his chest and arms hugely muscular. Beneath his silk robe there was the beginning of a pot belly - the product of too much good living. He wore rings on every finger, glinting and flashing in the lamplight, and around his neck, a gold chain with a single, well-cut ruby. The eyes of a raptor peered out from beneath heavy black brows; a hooked nose and full, grey flecked beard give him an air of dark brutality. “I am Byzas,” he said. “Your servant and humble merchant in this fair city.” Bernard took his hand and endured the crushing handshake. “I am Brother Bernard Devereux, of the Benedictine Order.” “A priest! We do not often have the pleasure of meeting foreign clergy. Have you travelled far?” “From England.” “Ah, you came by ship?” “No,” said Bernard, “by land. No one from England dares come to Istanbul by sea. Not while the pirate Barbarossa rules the waves.” Byzas laughed. “You may call him pirate, but we call him Admiral. He is the servant of Suleyman. But come, I am neglecting my duties as a host. Let us retire to the sitting room.” He ushered Bernard out of the room and locked the door behind him. They went down the hallway and left, into an airy, well lit room filled with divans and wooden furniture. “Please, sit. Now, my son mentioned that you wish to purchase something.” “Yes,” said Bernard. “You have heard of the troubles in England?” Byzas shook his head. “We do not often get news from so far afield. Although, I have heard rumours of your King Henry's quarrel with Pope Paul.” “Yes. Well it has escalated. The King is considering breaking relations with the Church. He badly needs money to make war on his enemies and the Church is rich. There is good English land in the hands of the monasteries.” “Ah, King Henry is a wise man,” said Byzas, a look of admiration painted on the dark canvas of his face. “A double blow – A strike against Paul and a strike against his enemies!” Bernard said nothing, only stared solemnly at the Merchant's gleeful face. “Still, it does not explain why you are here. How can I assist you in your struggle?” “My Abbot believes that we need to strengthen our monastery if we are to survive. We need a holy relic to bolster the faithful and re-enforce our spirits for the time ahead.” Byzas laughed again. “And to bring pilgrims, eh? Pilgrims mean money and money means power. It is a clever plan, Father; perhaps your only plan.” He got up and began pacing the room. “Yes, with money from pilgrims you can pay bribes; stall the destruction of your monastery. Who knows, maybe you can even stop it indefinitely if enough come to worship. The King would be reluctant to destroy a site which generates such popular support.” He turned to Bernard. “I can help you, but it will not be cheap.” “I realize that. I am prepared to pay a fair price.” They were interrupted by Hasad carrying a tray with a jug of wine and two cups. “At last! What took you so long?” The boy hurried to place the tray on the table and then stood back. “Well, why are you waiting? Pour!” Bernard felt anger well up inside of him. How could Byzas treat his son so badly? Worse even than the lowliest servant or slave. The boy was clearly terrified. His hand shook as he poured the wine, though he was careful not to spill a drop. The merchant seemed to relish the boy's fear. His eyes glittered, drinking in Hasad's discomfort, a faint half-smile playing across his lips. Bernard longed to confront the merchant. The result of such a confrontation was obvious. Bernard was old and withered by time and the elements, while Byzas was in the prime of life, hale and powerfully made. But still he longed for it to happen; his anger gave him strength, a long absent vitality. “You should cherish your son,” he said hoarsely. “There may come a time you wish you had him next to you.” Byzas face darkened as he looked at the monk. He snatched a cup from the tray and drank the wine in a single gulp. “What do you know of family or children?” “More than you think, Byzas.” The exchange was growing heated. Hasad shuffled uncomfortably and bowed his head, unwilling to meet either man's eye. Bernard felt ashamed. By losing his temper he was only drawing attention to the boy. He sighed. “Look Byzas. I myself had a family, long before I joined the Order. I was a farmer – a successful man in my own way. I did not have the splendour which you surround yourself with, but I had other treasures: a wife and a son who loved me and whom I loved.” He lifted his cup and took a drink. It had been so long since he had tasted wine – not since mass at Monte Cassino – and the drink sat heavy in his stomach, slowly burning. “They were taken from me,” he said. “The harvest was poor that year. Men from a nearby village came in the night with spears and rusted swords. I barricaded us in and used an axe to keep them at bay. Eventually, they sickened of their sport. They were hungry but not hungry enough to risk dismemberment. They set fire to the farmhouse and disappeared into the darkness.” Bernard sat looking into the distance. He could almost see the flames; feel the crippling heat, the sting of smoke in his eyes. “They died,” he said. He raised his hand and touched the burn scar on his face. “Sometimes I wish I had died with them.” The room was silent. Hasad stared at his feet, while Byzas refilled his wine glass. The merchant wore a frown. Bernard could see that his words had not touched him. Byzas swallowed another mouthful of wine and said: “Yes, yes, tragic, Father. There is much tragedy in the world. We can do nothing about the past, but perhaps we can salvage the future. The future of your monastery.” He put down his cup and got to his feet. “Come, Father. I will show you the collection.” *** They were beneath the house in a rock lined passageway. It was dank and dim, illuminated by a single lamp which Byzas held aloft. The dancing shadows and echoing footfalls made Bernard nervous. As they made their way he found himself stopping, peering behind him, sure that they were being followed. As he squinted into the darkness, Byzas, ahead and draped in angular shadows, urged him on, contempt dripping from his tongue. “Come, come. Not much further now. There are rats here. No place to dally.” Bernard followed reluctantly. He was scared of what lay behind, scared of what lay ahead, but most of all scared of being left alone. His fear was tangible, and the merchant could sense it. He doubled his pace and disappeared around a corner, leaving Bernard and Hasad stranded in the darkness. Bernard threw out his hands, groping blindly. Ahead, the ghostly laughter of Byzas floated ethereally. “...Hurry, hurry. The rats, remember the rats...” Bernard slid his feet along the floor, feeling, probing. He chocked back a scream as a hand grabbed his robe. “Hasad?!” “Y-Yes. I'm scared. Please, can I take your hand?” Bernard reached out and grasped the boy's hand. He felt his resolve quicken as he did so, stoked by the fires of rage. Byzas was a bully, he realized, someone who was not completely happy unless he was dominating others – terrorising them. Well, he would not be a victim. He had been a victim before and had suffered. Suffered all the more because he had let it happen; stood by frightened while others terrorised him and his family. No more. No matter what they do to you, no matter how they hurt you, you must never simply take-it, he thought. No one can hurt you as much as you can hurt yourself. There is no torture as painful as guilt. They shuffled forward, offering one another physical and moral support. Eventually they came to the corner and fumbled along the wall, until they were around it. Byzas stood at the end of the passageway framed in an open doorway. “So you found your way,” he laughed. “I thought I'd lost you for a moment. Thought you were food for the rats.” “Your son was terrified, Byzas! Don't you care?” “Ha! The boy could do with toughening up. He has too soft a life. He must learn to fend for himself – as I did.” Bernard tensed. He needed all his will to keep from throwing himself at the man. He took a deep breath and said a silent prayer for patience, but even as he did he could feel his rage rise once again. There was a tug at his sleeve. “No” whispered Hasad. “He is my father. He deserves my respect.” Bernard doubted whether Byzas deserved or wanted his son's respect. The man cared for nothing except himself and his money, and least of all other people. As they spoke he was busying himself inside the room, lighting candles, oblivious to Bernard's anger and Hasad's sorrow. “It isn't right that you should endure his hatred.” Hasad shrugged. “I cannot blame him. My mother, she was –” he paused and swallowed hard as though he had a bad taste in his mouth “-She was unfaithful to my father. A harlot. She suffered for her sin as the law requires. Now do you see why my father treats me so? I am his only son – he knows it and I know it, but still – there is always that sliver of doubt in his mind. Whenever he looks at me he is reminded of her infidelity. Of the shame she brought upon his name.” What a tangled briar life is, thought Bernard. He longed once again for the security of the monastery, the quiet, regulated life, as predictable as the turning of the seasons. Anything but this mad quest that had been forced upon him, anything but this mad world he was forced to encounter. “Hurry,” shouted Byzas, “the day draws to a close and I have other business.” The room was lit by a multitude of candles set in silver candelabras. On one side there were barrels and fluted wine jars. On the other, a wide partition of canvas, stretching from ceiling to floor. Byzas reached over and pulled the canvas to one side. Beyond it were rows of wooden shelves stacked with the very treasures Bernard had come to see. “Relics,” said Byzas. “Some hidden here before Constantinople fell, others purchased farther afield or liberated from the holy-land.” Bernard was awestruck. He could almost feel holiness radiating from them like heat from the sun. Some of the items were unassuming – bare bones or common-place items like cups and robes. Others were resplendent – jewelled casks of silver and gold which Byzas informed him held the skulls of prophets and saints. “All of them genuine,” said Byzas. “The Pope would pay a ransom for some of these items and Suleyman would too – if only to destroy them.” Bernard picked up a splintered arrow, the feathers missing from the shaft. “One of the arrows which killed the blessed saint Sebastian,” said Byzas. “If you look carefully you can still see the blood.” “And this?” asked Bernard lifting a heavy wooden box, banded with gold. “Please, be careful, Father. Open it – inside is a finger bone of Saint Peter, the fisherman and Christ's apostle.” “Remarkable! And so many of them, so many to choose from!” Hasad had moved to Bernard's side and was fingering a small clay cup that rested on the shelf. He picked it up and turned it over, examining the bottom with childish curiosity. “Put that down,” snapped Byzas. “That belonged to Saint Stephen – he tasted wine from that cup before he was martyred. It is worth ten of you!” Hasad wilted under his father's gaze and hurried to place the cup back on the shelf. But he misjudged and the cup toppled and rolled, falling to the ground where it shattered like an egg. “You fool!” shouted Byzas. “Have you any idea how much you have cost me? An idiot! An idiot for a son!” He sprang lithely, and before Bernard could react, grabbed the boy by the throat and slapped him across the face. He beat the boy to the tune of his words. “Imbecile! Whore-son! Wastrel!...” “No!” shouted Bernard. He ran to the merchant and tried to pull him away, but Byzas was too strong, too determined in his punishment of his son. Hasad's face was turning crimson, eyes bulging fish-like from their sockets. Bernard, panic-stricken, stood back and surveyed the room, desperately searching for some way to stop the merchant. His eyes settled on the wooden box, the one which held the Saint's finger-bone. Without thinking, he grabbed it and lifted it, bringing it down heavily on the back of the merchant's head. Byzas grunted and let go of his son. He sank to one knee and held the back of his head. Bernard stood and numbly watched the merchant. He looked down at his hands – the box had splintered and the band had buckled. He noticed that the gold was nothing more than painted lead. Hasad coughed and retched on the floor – at least he had saved the boy. “Kill you” groaned Byzas. “I will kill you for that!” The merchant rose to his feet. Towering, smouldering with a deep, infernal rage. “You bastard! I'll make sure your soul never has rest.” He grabbed the monk and threw him to the floor. Bernard felt strong fingers probe the skin of his throat and then a moment of agony as they bore in, digging at the flesh. He gagged and gasped, fighting for air. But there was none. He beat at Byzas' back, but the blows echoed hollowly, ineffectual and barely felt. “Die!” commanded Byzas. And Bernard did. *** Matthew followed Hasad down the steps and into the darkness. It was winter in Istanbul and the walls of the passageway were entombed in a thin layer of ice. “Please be careful,” said Hasad, “the steps are steep and dangerous.” Matthew clutched the wall for support as he descended and thought of his friend. Did Bernard come this way? Did he perhaps walk down these very stairs before disappearing from the world, forgotten, never to be seen again? Well, not forgotten, not entirely, he thought. He still remembered. He would never forget the monk, the man that had been his true friend and brother; his mentor at the monastery. “My father is waiting for us,” said Hasad. “He has asked that you be taken directly to him.” How easy it was to find Byzas, thought Matthew. How easy if you have the money and the influence of a Pope behind you. Still, he felt like an impostor. From poor Benedictine monk to Vatican advisor in a matter of three years. He wore the rich robes and flashing rings of a courtier now, but in his own mind, his own inner image, he would forever be clad in the coarse serge of the monastery. He supposed it was right that he felt like an impostor – for in a way he was. True, Pope Paul had sent him on legitimate business - to purchase a relic for the new church of St. Thomas, but, important as that might be, he had his own reasons for volunteering. The last letter which Brother Bernard had written had mentioned that he was seeking Byzas, and although Matthew had no way of knowing if the monk had found him, he must start somewhere in his search. “This way please your Excellency. Mind your footing.” They smell money, thought Matthew. They will treble their prices. No matter, the church could afford it; even with the loss of revenue from England it was still immensely rich. He wondered what had become of the monastrary and the other monks. Perhaps they were dead, or settled back into secular life, farming or fishing for a living. He said a prayer of thanks that he had escaped in time – well ahead of King Henry's men and off on a ship bound for Napoli and then to Rome. Others had not been so lucky; others had died, refusing to admit Henry's false charges of corruption and vice. Matthew felt saddened. The Abbot had died in such a way, under torture in the king's prison. Oh, Bernard, he thought. If only you could see me now, respected – a man of influence and wealth – an advisor to His Holiness no less. Would you understand? Would you forgive me for breaking my vow of poverty? Could you see that I had no choice, that this is my way of serving the greater good of the church? And what of you, old-friend, where are you now? Are you alive somewhere? A captive – a prisoner of Suleyman? Or are you dead, killed for the gold you carried, bones rotting by the roadside? He pushed such thoughts out of his mind and concentrated on Hasad as he led the way. He wanted to ask the boy if he had seen Bernard, but something prevented him. The lad was pale and haunted; a large bruise marred the side of his face. The way Hasad had looked at him when he told him he was a priest made Matthew suspicious. The boy had flinched and seemed panicked, and it was only when Matthew told him he was from Rome, the Vatican itself, that he had calmed down. He could not quite put his finger on what he suspected the boy of, but there was something... “Here we are Excellency, my father waits within.” Hasad opened the door and Matthew entered. Byzas stood waiting for him, wearing his best salesman's smile. He rubbed his hands nervously on the side of his robe, wiping his sweaty palms. “Welcome, welcome my friend. An honour to be in the presence of one of His Holiness' servants.” Matthew nodded, the merchant definitely smelled money. “The pleasure is mine, Byzas. His Holiness has heard much of your generosity to the Christians of this city and much of your collection.” “Ah, yes, the collection. The finest in Christendom, the work of many generations, Excellency.” “You know that His Holiness is looking for a relic. Something exceptional for the church of St. Thomas. Can you help?” “I always endeavour to assist,” said Byzas. “However, I am saddened to part with an item from my collection. It grieves my heart to do so.” Matthew threw a heavy purse of gold at the merchant's feet. “Then allow this to mend your broken heart. You will be well compensated by His Holiness.” Byzas' eyes glittered wickedly. “See to that,” he said to Hasad pointing at the purse. “Let me show you my collection Excellency, the finest in – “ “-Yes, yes, the finest in Christendom. You've mentioned that.” The merchant grit his teeth and then hurried to the canvas, throwing it back with a flourish. “Impressive,” said Matthew. “Some fabulous workmanship. Tell me, what have we here?” “Ah, you have a keen eye. That sir is part of the cross of St. Andrew. It still bares the hole where one of the nails was fixed.” “Yes, interesting. What about this here – what's in this glass vial?” “A lock of hair from the Virgin. Taken by St. John and preserved in olive oil. It was liberated from the infidels during the first crusade.” Matthew nodded, he had his doubts about that one; he was a believer but not naïve. Still, if the people thought it was genuine then that was what mattered. “It is an impressive display, Byzas. But this is His Holiness we are talking about. The church of St. Thomas is his legacy; his monument for future generations. He must have something special, something that will forever awe the faithful.” Byzas bit his lip in an uncharacteristic gesture of nervousness. “Something special,” he said. “I-I'm not sure...” “Come now, no false modesty. His Holiness will pay handsomely.” The merchant let out a sigh and seemed to find resolve. “I have something. Very precious. Never before seen by one of my clients and never before offered for sale. But as it is for His Holiness...” Byzas went to the back where the room ended in a rough stone wall. He crouched down and to Matthew's surprise started to pull at one of the blocks. “Here, Hasad, help me.” The boy stood by his father and dug his nails into the gap between the stones. Hasad looked shaky and ill, as though he were fevered. Bit by bit they worked the stone out until eventually it was free. Byzas reached inside and brought out an object wrapped in silk. “What have we here?” said Matthew. “Wine from the feast at Cannas? Bread from the last supper perhaps?” Byzas laughed. “Something better than that. A treasure so precious that Pope Peter himself will bow down in prayer.” He lifted the bundle and brought it down beside Matthew. “This was excavated from beneath Herod's palace in Jerusalem. A Saracen nobleman found it and sold it to my father's father. It almost bankrupted him, but it was worth it.” Matthew was intrigued despite his scepticism. Byzas was a scoundrel, of that there was no doubt, but sometimes even a scoundrel might stumble onto something truly precious. Byzas untied a knot in the silk and unwound the material. Inside there was a glass jar, something suspended within a tawny liquid. “The head of the Baptist,” said Byzas reverently. “Taken by Herod and preserved in honey. A true relic – a treasure beyond value!” “Unbelievable,” said Matthew. “His Holiness will be –” He stopped and crouched down for a better look. Through the pale amber of the honey, Brother Bernard stared back. THE END. Tweet
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